LoveLifeLongingness
This is my blog about everything that runs through my mind in a messed up life without direction.
I'm vastly approaching 30 and still behave like I'm 20.
I don't understand life or what I want, I survive everyday with a facade of happiness on the exterior. I'm not happy, I'm lonely, I'm scared I've had countless failed relationships and years of battling with self loathe.
I don't expect anyone to following me or read this, I just thought maybe writing things down might help me and the future choices I make... who knows.. with love and hapiness xx
I guess the best place to start is at the beginning..
So in my mind I’m going back to 1998. I’m 16, this is when I started to really change … changing from a beautiful, excitable fun loving child into a self cricitising foolish adult. Right there on that holiday with my family after finishing my GSCE’s that was the moment it all began.
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